Sweet-est Seduction

Im currently waiting desperately for my pay. Tsk. I must wait till 28 Dec then I can get my pay. LOL. Damn long right. Dontkno work for what sia. However! Once I got my pay, it will be like whooo! HAHA. Ohyes, will be going back Indonesia on 8 and returning on 15. Miss me alrights? I'll definitely miss everything. LOL.

Work is getting slacker and slacker. Bcus of good experience, Im able to learn to slack. LOL. What's more, Im always partnering boys. HA. So my work load is lesser. (:

Its another month. Soon, we'll know our results and soon, we'll be starting school. Omg. I cannot bring myself to imagine what my life will be like in Poly or JC. Will I become worse? Sigh. OHOH. Bfore I continue, I wn to say tht the chinese bun is really damn nice. They say we're able to buy it from supermarket. LOL. Im gna buy and eat tht everyday. Its seriously super nice. LOLOL. Okay, back to the results. It will be out on 12January? LOL. My mother told me. Tell me if im wrong. But in any case, time really passes v ery fast. Especially with work to kill time. ):

Miss Darling.

Gah! I'm nt slping yet. Haha! Anw, work was okay, atleast I'm more experience now, means no more scoldings. Lol! Sigh. Oh, watched 2012 w Darling today. It was nice, just din know why some ppl thinks it's not. Ha, but yea, I quite like it. (:

Hms, I miss class alr! I wna quickly meet up w my dear friends. Really misses them alot. Wish life won't really end.

Love you Darling boy. But don't push me roughly away hor! I know maybe you din realize it or do it on purpose. But don't do tht anymore. Lol. (:

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HAHAHA! Stella finally cut her long long hair! I know Im like so desperate to let everyone see my hair. But, Im super excited and scared and abit of heartpain. LOL. Seriously. I will try not to reborne anw bcus I wn natural hair! LOL. Hahahahas. I think I'll look super retarded. HAHAHA. God. You know, when the salonist asked me what I wna do w my hair, I told her I wna cut short. She is totally shock. HAHA! Andand, the aftermath, my long hair was like all over the floor can. Heart pain! LOL. The salonist even told me to bring home my hair for i dontkno what reasons. HAHAHAHS. Okay, im behaving in a very retarded way now.

Anyway, pictures!







Say Bye to my Loooooooong hair! ):

Its finally over. Olevels. Now its the time! I can watch dramamamamas till late at night. I dont need to wake up early just for school/exams. I dont have to face stressed exams and all the homeworks give by teachers. But Im surely hell gna miss my teachers. Especially Mdm Eng. Din get to see her today though its the last day of schl. Aww. And maybe Ms Kehk too. LOL. (:

Guess what, in two months time we're gna be getting our results. I know its damn ridiculous for me to say it now. But it's really fast. Its like we're in June having holiday classes and dread olevels tht is 4months away. And thr it is, gone alr. Sigh! Im getting older and older each day. Oh, I kind of scared of the 2012 thing. I dontwn to believe it. But Im really quite afraid. ):

I seriously gna cut hair. LOL.

Im sorry.

Hello peepoooos! Its been long since I last updated. Olevels are scary and Im glad tht Im left with two papers. HAHAHA! I must say tht I had did my very best. But I know I still could not get the desired marks. English - Its easier than I thought. My tuition teacher was right, letter came out. EMath - it was scary. I had hell lots of careless mistakes in paper1. Paper2 was alright. I hope they will moderate leniently. LOL. Amath - the same thing. Paper1 was scary. LOL. Im most happy that combine humans is over. Totally over. Becus I hate memorising long stuffs. HAHA. Venice didn't come out. Super sadded. I memorise like mad can? Zz! Geog was total disaster. LOL. All those GM food and Irrigation din come out. Sigh. I just hope I can achieve good grades tht's all. But I still have to say, SA is leaving me further and further away. ): Science was alright. Actually, I just din wanna elaborate much. Ha!

Im back with Lewis anw. Its weird. Atleast I can face him totally now. Its a happy thing. Hope we can start afresh after this full-of-quarrels period. Lols. Its been 21 months. My goodness gracious.

I got an ipod. LOL. I hope kaya will jb for me asap. HAHAHA! Ohoh, I had a new found good friend. I mean, she's my friend from the start. Just, our r/s is getting closer. I hope we'll stay as friends as long as we can. HAHA. And ofcus not to forget the others. We'll still be connected as long as technology is high. HAHAHA (:

Things to do:
Sentosa?
2012 movie!
Rent many many dramas. LOL.
Spend time with girls.
CUT HAIR! Omg, You will be totally shock tht I finally wna cut my super long hair. HAHA

Tht's all ba. LOL.

God, there's only two weeks left. Life is getting stressed up. You know something, I may have my red days during Os. I dontwn! Bcus I'll have serious cramps thus, I wont be able to do anything right. Pray hard tht it can just come later. HAHAHAHA! Retarded. Was having lots and lots of revisions and Pling had been coming over to my house to study. Its very motivating. Atleast someone is here to accompany me chiong studies. HAHAHA. However, bridge is always very tempting. HAHA! After Os, we should play bridge the whole day. Omg!

Although I cant wait for Os to end, but I seriously dontwn them to end so soon. End of Os means end of my Secondary school life. I will not be stepping into the school till next yr. Worst, I may not be able to meet up with friends anymore. Whenever I thought of this, Im so depress. LOL. Hope we'll still be good friends. & ask me out if you're going sentosa! LOL.

Omg, I saw this stray cat in a box at the bus stop near 124. Damn cute. I mean, I dont really fancy a cat la, but I just happen to see something moving in a box and I went over to see. It was this hugeeeeeee mother cat. I think she just gave birth to 5 kittens. Damn alot la. Then she's like so fattttttttt lo. Can you seee! She like occupied 3/4 of the box. LOL. Then she her kittens lying around her. So adorable. I picked this photo bcus of the circled kitten. Loooooooooook at him/her! Cute or not! God. I like her paws all cuddle up. LOL. God.

Anw, forget about the last post. LOL. I still do love you alot and very much (:

I needn't go exam tomorrow! HAHAHA. So I have like 1 and half days to study for my Amath. Its a great day. Love everyone. HAHAHA. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMO FELTON.

Im done.

Seriously, if you want to go back to yur old self, lazy and not hardworking, go ahead. If one day I turn my back on you, dont come to me agn. I wont hesitate anymore like how I did. Pls, dont make me give up again.

Fuck. I hate tuition. I think tuition totally eats all my money and doesn't benefit at all. Although i hate to admit that my Eng standards did improve abit, bt I totally hate that tuition centre. Mind me, im super pissed off by them. God. I havent been doing my tuition work. Reason being, im concentrating more on subjects that have nt been examined. So, it leaves me no time to do it. I feel guilty. Bt the teacher is nt at allll understanding. She thinks we're God. She thinks we cn just do revise everything becus she say so. Like wth. Im totally disgusted by tuition tchrs now. Yuck. No offence.

Yes. Im super lazy to on comp. So im actually typing and posting using my phone. Retarded. Been studying at mac these two days with Darling and Jace. LOL. Darling have been so hardworking. However, im not. After i reach home at night, im suppose to spent my time revising on science. Bt i din. Im all the way lazing around. Okk fine, i should have done my tuition homework. Tsk.

Im having period cramps. Im super glad it came now. Or not i'll probably have to suffer during exams next week. Sigh, poor me.

I miss comp. Miss Darling. Miss everyone.

Happy 17Th Birthday to Stellalalalalala.

Finally its another yr. LOL. Really Thanks for people to wish me. I appreciate it like very very very much.

Thank Ee Hui, Daphne, Cousin Haria, Raquel, Cousin Deborah, Edward, Ruiting, Cousin Celene, Cousin Supriayogi, Cousin Po Han, Rachel Foo, Kim Soon, Kellie, Wei Qi, Si Ying & Uncle for wishing me on facebook. (:

Thank Pling, Kraven! Junie, Andrew, Ain, Crystal, Jacelyn, Edward again, Pinren, Anne, Momo, Janice Ong, Jasmine, Janice Tan Ziji To wish me via texts. ((:

Thank my class for singing a wonderful birthday song in the morning. (((:

SPECIALLY THANK ; Rachel, Karen, PLing, Junie, Liying, Huiqing, Ruiting, Siewleng, Anne for that wonderful celebration. Its really great. I enjoyed myself to the fullest. I know Im being super emotional now. But I dont care. Just listen to me. LOL. Though I din really hangout with you all much during holidays, like din go out with you all in the night to eat Ahchew, or watch countdown fireworks, or celebrate Karen's birthday at the esplanade in the night, or anything you all do without me. You all know I'd love to. Despite all these, we're still as close as ever. I seriously didn't think you all would spent time doing this. Im really touch. Omg! LOL. Dont wish our friendship to end this yr. NONO. We'll keep in contact. Still wna say, I'll call all of you to come attend my wedding. HAHAHAH! Thanks for the super rings, markers, hearts, mummie, chocolate, the cake! & the birthday song. Love you all to the maximum. ((((:

Also Thanks Ain & Edward for that cool pencil case. Love you two like shytttttt. & Jacelyn too, for that mail.  ((((:

A big big big bigggggggy THANK to my DEAR DARLING BOYF LEWIS ONG DABIAN! Although you havent get me anything. You still paka with them to extend our Ajisen dinner. HAHAHA. Appreciate. Was wondering why are you nt angry when it extended to 5. HAHAH. && You still manage to go eat with me on my birthday despite yur DnT. Im really thankful. Love you like mad. Especially when you bring to sinseh. Im really thankful that I have You. Love you.

Despite all these wonderful things, I guess it all comes with a price to pay. LOLOL. I had a sprained ankle. For goodness sake. LOLOLOL. Went sinseh with Darling today. He insisted I should go see the sinseh. ): & My leg is now wrapped like shyt. Sigh. I have to go see him agn tmrw. Its really scary hearing my ankle bones crack. ):

Hey peepos. I have a sense of satisfaction this two days. Im actually studying! LOL. I mean, doing revisions. Woohoo. LOL. I did my Chem & Phy 3yr series give by MsNg & MsTan. I was really glad. My planner goes on very well. However, I din manage to finish SS bcus today's morning plan failed. My brother jio me out to watch Xia Dao Siao. LOL. & at the same time, we go m1 to get a new phone for my Lil bro. The show was not 80% funny lo. Its 80% scary. Shyt, Im getting more & more timid alr. Its really super scary la, the sound effect & make ups of the ghosts. LOL.

Met with Darling after that & we had this quarrel. Damn stupid la okay. In the end, we walked separate ways. We travelled all the way to white sands & because of the quarrel, he went back Alj. Zz. I was super pissed off ok. Anw, went back Alj too. Saw this insane man following me. Seriously. I freak out cn. He suddenly walked beside me then kept looking at me. The next thing I know, he is following me la. Wth. I stop, he stop. I walk, he walk. Super scary. Then I went to the library, he followed in too la cn. But, I went to the girls toilet. So he din come in. But when I go out, he was still thr lo. Lucky Darling came. I mean, we had stop our quarrels. Or not, I thing I dont dare go out of library lo. Zz.

I miss everybody now. Prelims next week. Omg.

LOL. Oral is tomorrow! Im so nervous. Dont know whether would I stammer or anything. I cn only write, I cant talk! Die. They say today & ytd's batch had performed well. Later tomorrow's question super hard how? Im gna die. I think I'll just screw the paper lo. You kno I cant talk well one cn. What if Im like midyr again - I talked halfway then I stuck, I told the teacher 'nevermind'. As in, a sign to say that I have nothing to say alr. Omg! Im gna flunk. ):

Ohyes. I din mention what phone I got. HAHAHA! I got E63. LOL. I din manage to get E71. Im so disappointed ):

I finally cn get to go night study. I spent hours explaining to my mom what is that. LOL. Just joking la. She understands. Aww, I love her. HAHAHA! I love boys who love my mother too. Just wondering, will he ever love his mom. LOL.

Wish me good luck.

Hello! Stella officially changed her phone! Im so excited. Although I din get the one I want. Im still quite satisfied. Im sorry Huiqing, I still end up having the same phone as you. ): But no matter! Its blue. LOL! Yes, Im super excited. My bill extended & I have UNLIMITED msgs alr! LOLOL. Excited times 2. Oh, & the phone got SOLITAIRE! Hhahahas. Excited times 3. Omgomg. Okk, Im being bitch. This is bcus my lil bro din get his phone. He is not really my brother under law so my elder bro cant sign the contract for him. Its really ridiculous cus he can sign it two yrs ago. Now the whole starhub policy changed. Im really sad for him. I cn see he is really sad. I feel sorry. ):

Darling, I miss you like hell.

We got our class shirt! LOLOL. So excited. Was really thrilled when we got our class tee. Wore it on National Day celebration. Seriously. this yr's celebration wasn't really good, but we still managed to be high & be happy. So now, having our long weekend again. After this long weekend, we will have test & test & more test. God. These tests only to make us more stress apart from our class work & revision lo. Seriously, I dont see a point. What if we now realise we're too stress so we gave up. Sigh.

Three days to study two subjects. In fact three! SS, Amaths, Emath. Im gna die. Jump of the building perhaps.

OMG! Its 8August alr. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELISSA. I doubt she'll read this. But anway. aproximately 16 more days. My bill gna end & Im gna get my long waited new phone. But, unfortunately, I still havent decide what phone should I get. ): && after that, I'll grow old again! AHAHA.(: Im hinting everyone reading this lj. x)

Edited;
OHOH, I happened to read my last post. & I really need to give a pat on my shoulder. I din had Macs or shaker fries this week. OR ANY FAST FOOD. Im so glad. I ate fruit everyday. I have flat tummy now! HAHAHAS. I mean its smaller than last week. & Im having minor cramps ): HOWEVER. Im still plaucking pimples. )):

I still miss you.
& I die, One day at a time.

Heyheyhey! I was really wasting my time this weekend. Was suppose to follow my lovely schedule but I end up doing nothing. Just sleeping. Super sad. Karen, Pling & Kraven came over today. We swam, sauna'ed, gym'ed. We sweat alot. & I really gain so much weight. Im afraid ): Seriously, I have to cut down on Macs & shaker fries. One, I can lose unnecessary fats. Two, less oil, less pimples!! I bought Oxy! Finally. I really need myself tostop plucking pimple. (:

I cannot believe its August alr. HAHAHAH! Im so excited. Everything else is gna be fine because its August! Its a good start of relationship & life. HAHA. Yesyes, Im being super retarded. Im with Darling again. I know I kept mentioning that we're less likely to be together even after the Os. But still, we get back alr. Im being retarded okk. Omg.

Ytd was our 18 month. LOL